Compliment to Mr Theory

                                      Your blog are so nice and comforting Mr Theory

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hati yang bertsunami

FUCK!@#$@##@$@$$%$%%$^%^%^&&^&^&^*&(&(*)(**%T%^$%##$@#@

If encik suruh saya ambil lesen keta saya bawak laa cara saya......................
saya usaha laa memandu sebaik mungkin.. ni x encik nak saya bwk cara encik "p kat hang la wey"
saya nak praktis bawak siang encik xdk kat rumah.......encik xbg saya bawak lam taman..praktis malam saja
encik complain saya bawak kereta kalut(BM tahap-5)...? saya sebenaqnya macam nak hawin(BM tahap-5) encik sahaja
encik kata encik mnx bantuan rakan encik....sbb tu boleh pass exam??
encik sila belok kiri dan terjun lombong la encik...kawan encik illegal jadah saya xnmpak muka,,,
encik kata sebab rakan encik berkuasa..saya lulus?? kawan encik itu digimonkah?? ka encik yg pokemon?
encik memantau sila senyap ok...ni x encik duk suruh saya bawak kereta cara encik..kepala hotak encik berjambul
encik,enciklah...saya?sayalah....xkn encik nak saya memandu seiras encik?..encik ni mmg DERP la..
encik nak saya bwk mcm encik??sila terjun lombong kali ke-2...
saya sdg mngunakan bahasa yg indah sgt untuk tulis post ini......kalau saya tulis bahasa surat mnyrat tahap-5
sekejap lagi disumpah mnjadi kura kura pulak...


sekian..selamat maju jaya

MOOD ------------------>

dear god........it's hurts...

Confession

How do i begin it,

are there words to confess it

you were more than love itself

you used to said you will love me forever

but now you tend to forget me..

may i ask you my love...

why??

i can't think without you with me

i can't see the shine without you supporting me

i can't live my life...or love this soul without you

there were so much memory left to be kept

you said we will be together forever..

but now my love..i can't see you anymore..

please my love..please stay with me..

tears begin to fall

i'm crying with hoping tht this tears can bring you back to me..

but it useless.........

i'm crying alone..like a lonely fool tht was hoping for miracle

tears begin to fall when missing you to much..

tired and hopeless..

because i'm here without you

everyday i keeps borrow

tears that drops from my tomorrow

with every hope tht a broken dream

could just be a dream...

.but 

all i've got is just a sorrow

it hurt's to be forgotten by you...

but it's more painfull for me to hate you..

as our memory comeback to haunt me

tears of love begin to flow again.....

OST Ombak Rindu

well i'm not a guy who likes to read novel very much but i have to admit..this movies leave a big impression in me..

this is the the original sountrack for (Ombak Rindu)..sang by HAFIZ and ADIRA.

for a person who is deeply in love...but have to leave their love ones...may found some specialties in this song lyric..

for me.....the lyrics itself just touched me and reminds me how sweet love can be....but in the same time.. how cruel love can do to one soul......to be seperate with the person you love most is very painfull....what more to have a broken hearts..

 cherish each moment tht you have with your loved one because ..tht all left for you..after they gone

...lyric...

  Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Hafiz:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Adira:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Again

Why is this thing keeps happening..
i though tht she already recover...but i was totally wrong..

                                                                         6.00 AM
like everyday i wake up to a very icy morning..
but this time with a boulder on my head..
this headache is killing me...
yeah tht is the consequence if u thinking to much in the morning(2.00am-4.00am) and suddenly fall to sleep....
i woke up from my bed...walking toward the bathroom.
seeing all the thing around me with blurry vision
when suddenly....
i saw her face..and she seems a little bit strange...
i ask her "are you okay?"..but she remain silent...and her face was very pale..
she seem so confused and so do i
it was very strange...morning for me..
after the Subuh prayer..i start to recite Yassin and wishing tht nothing bad will happen to her..
after a few minutes..she start to talking to me..fuhh what a relief..
then i took 2 pills of activefast due to my headache..and went blank....for couple of hours

i know people might think this is just a fantasy stories..
but believe me i'm also wishing tht all this nonsense thing tht keeps happening in my life is just a fantasy..

.

Memory that can never be erased....

Dear god..please heal her..
i dun want to lose her...

12.15 AM

It all happened last night at about 12 am ++ in the morning..i am about to get on my bed at tht time and get ready for school tommorow
luckily all my homework has finished except for few of them like BAHASA MALAYSIA....MIOW!!

suddenly....out of nowhere
she told us that she was sick....
i'm so confused at tht moment..."What happend to her?""
than she started to behave so different than herself before..she keep walking in the house again and again..and keep mentioning tht she was sick..
she doesn't want to listen anybody advice even my "parents"..we told her to sit down for a moment but she refused to do so...i dun know how to explain it...cuz at tht moment i'am already crying..afraid of losing people tht i love..
then she started to says all nonsense thing and wandering all over the house by herself
we try to persuaded her to go the hospital but it all hopeless..
i am so confused what is happening right now.

1.00 ++ AM

she already stop from crying ...but she keeps walkings slowly and slowly..she keeps saying to us please forgive all the mistake tht she has done....my hearts started to brakes after heard she says like tht...
suddenly she collapes in front of my eyes..it was so nerve-wrecking at tht moment..
i'm so shocked..watching the persn tht i love tumble in front of me very eyes
then my father askes me to get some water and swip the water all over her face..
i took the water and swip on her face but still no response......
while my father is waiting for ustaz to came at my house
with all the guts i have..i tried to check for her pulse....
but
when i hold her neck to check the pulse. .nothing seems to move
i tried to hold my tears..tears tht may been the most hurtful tears of my life...but i failed.... the skies also started to pour up heavily.....at outside
thinking of i may lose the person tht i love
i started prayed to God...


"dear God please don't take her life..i'm not ready to lose the person tht i love most....please i'm begging you..i dun have any companion if You take her... all my hope will lost forever if she's gone from this world.."


When my father saw me crying..he came to me.and asked "Why?"
i told him what just happens....i begged him to checked her pulse at her hand with full of hope tht i was wrong..
slowly my father hold her hand..and try to checked for her pulse..
thnx to God..her pulse was moving..i'm so relieved to know tht she still with us..

3.00 AM ++

uztaz arrived at my house...then all of us recite yasin for her....and prayed tht she will recover from her sickness...after a moment she started to open her eyes...we were so relieve at tht time.....after all the thing has finish...she become more relaxed than before....my father ustaz back to his house cuz it rains heavily ouside...
then i wait for her to sleep...and luckily she manage to sleep without any trouble....i stayed up until 6.00 am..in the morning thinking what has happen in that night and why...

we will never knows how much we love someone until we realise tht we will lose tht person...
so please love people tht care about you each second cuz we will never know when they will leave us