Dream's do come true..for now..

Hello there..

I just wanna share my feelings for today...AWW soo exciting bebeh
If u say "do i care about your feeling?".. please go to hell ok.. :) this is my blog agagaga....
just teasing u lahh.....please don't take hearts readers....i adore u very very much

But seriously if u don't care please....step away from my blog ........or i will find u and choke u to death in your dream MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!.
Again this is just a joke.. please don't lodged a police report or sue me...i'm broke enough right now haha

This was the 2nd happiest day of my life...
u may wonder why 2nd? why not 1st? is this dude doesn't know how to counts?? is he a nobbb? ...wat...wat...watefish!

Oh gosh peeps!...of coz lah  the 1st happiest day of my life is when i was borned into this world..daa
(credits to my mom who had to endure the labour pain and my dad who helped her...a lot!...... ) haha

WELL..WELL...WELL.....

ToDAy... i have received my offer letter..

u wanna see it?....TADAAA!!..

it says that i have been accepted into Culinary Arts programme conducted at the
******* University

here the picca

Culinary Art school the pro's and contra

Pro

- u can cook for your own wedding right?savecost maaaa

- gain weight easily..i need that a lot

- if  u(ladies) get husband stdying this course aaaa i tell u lah...wife sng bnyak loo haha

- wide range of job oppurtunities..i hope soo

- never hunger again hahaha except if u are too lazy to cook...

- get to eat so many kind of food waa yummy yummy yummy...

- bla bla blaa...

Contra

- must be patience....only the chosen one bebeh

- take years of practice to master the skill.....kena bertapa la weey..

- must cook for your(man) wife.................OH NOOOOO! haha

- must be borned with exceptionally skill.............we will know soon...

- risky...have to learn how handle so many kind of weapon(knife)....like a samurai bebeh

- eat to much?? darah tinggi maaa....haha

Soooo my next objective is to apply for MARA loan or PTPTN loan.....

hopefully i will get MARA loans if not my family will be DOOM and BROKE....and DOOM again haha..(mnx simpang laa)..

please pray for mee will u? tehee

ADIOS PEEPS...

Compliment to Mr Theory

                                      Your blog are so nice and comforting Mr Theory

 Keep up the good work :)..THUMBS UP !

                 

hati yang bertsunami

FUCK!@#$@##@$@$$%$%%$^%^%^&&^&^&^*&(&(*)(**%T%^$%##$@#@

If encik suruh saya ambil lesen keta saya bawak laa cara saya......................
saya usaha laa memandu sebaik mungkin.. ni x encik nak saya bwk cara encik "p kat hang la wey"
saya nak praktis bawak siang encik xdk kat rumah.......encik xbg saya bawak lam taman..praktis malam saja
encik complain saya bawak kereta kalut(BM tahap-5)...? saya sebenaqnya macam nak hawin(BM tahap-5) encik sahaja
encik kata encik mnx bantuan rakan encik....sbb tu boleh pass exam??
encik sila belok kiri dan terjun lombong la encik...kawan encik illegal jadah saya xnmpak muka,,,
encik kata sebab rakan encik berkuasa..saya lulus?? kawan encik itu digimonkah?? ka encik yg pokemon?
encik memantau sila senyap ok...ni x encik duk suruh saya bawak kereta cara encik..kepala hotak encik berjambul
encik,enciklah...saya?sayalah....xkn encik nak saya memandu seiras encik?..encik ni mmg DERP la..
encik nak saya bwk mcm encik??sila terjun lombong kali ke-2...
saya sdg mngunakan bahasa yg indah sgt untuk tulis post ini......kalau saya tulis bahasa surat mnyrat tahap-5
sekejap lagi disumpah mnjadi kura kura pulak...


sekian..selamat maju jaya

MOOD ------------------>

dear god........it's hurts...

Confession

How do i begin it,

are there words to confess it

you were more than love itself

you used to said you will love me forever

but now you tend to forget me..

may i ask you my love...

why??

i can't think without you with me

i can't see the shine without you supporting me

i can't live my life...or love this soul without you

there were so much memory left to be kept

you said we will be together forever..

but now my love..i can't see you anymore..

please my love..please stay with me..

tears begin to fall

i'm crying with hoping tht this tears can bring you back to me..

but it useless.........

i'm crying alone..like a lonely fool tht was hoping for miracle

tears begin to fall when missing you to much..

tired and hopeless..

because i'm here without you

everyday i keeps borrow

tears that drops from my tomorrow

with every hope tht a broken dream

could just be a dream...

.but 

all i've got is just a sorrow

it hurt's to be forgotten by you...

but it's more painfull for me to hate you..

as our memory comeback to haunt me

tears of love begin to flow again.....

OST Ombak Rindu

well i'm not a guy who likes to read novel very much but i have to admit..this movies leave a big impression in me..

this is the the original sountrack for (Ombak Rindu)..sang by HAFIZ and ADIRA.

for a person who is deeply in love...but have to leave their love ones...may found some specialties in this song lyric..

for me.....the lyrics itself just touched me and reminds me how sweet love can be....but in the same time.. how cruel love can do to one soul......to be seperate with the person you love most is very painfull....what more to have a broken hearts..

 cherish each moment tht you have with your loved one because ..tht all left for you..after they gone

...lyric...

  Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Hafiz:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Adira:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Again

Why is this thing keeps happening..
i though tht she already recover...but i was totally wrong..

                                                                         6.00 AM
like everyday i wake up to a very icy morning..
but this time with a boulder on my head..
this headache is killing me...
yeah tht is the consequence if u thinking to much in the morning(2.00am-4.00am) and suddenly fall to sleep....
i woke up from my bed...walking toward the bathroom.
seeing all the thing around me with blurry vision
when suddenly....
i saw her face..and she seems a little bit strange...
i ask her "are you okay?"..but she remain silent...and her face was very pale..
she seem so confused and so do i
it was very strange...morning for me..
after the Subuh prayer..i start to recite Yassin and wishing tht nothing bad will happen to her..
after a few minutes..she start to talking to me..fuhh what a relief..
then i took 2 pills of activefast due to my headache..and went blank....for couple of hours

i know people might think this is just a fantasy stories..
but believe me i'm also wishing tht all this nonsense thing tht keeps happening in my life is just a fantasy..

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